hmm today was an ok day i guess... pissed pple off... got pissed with pple too haha... today was a slack day too! like super slack haha... cos rite, pon phys lect den chem pract i spent talking to marcus and sleeping... oh btw me and marc had a very interesting talk haha... every now and then he remebers tt im alive and i remeber to talk to him and we will talk alot upon alot for a few periods den we are back to our super distant relationship again haha... well i guess its a cycle and im used to it... as much as he hates it i think the guy i am closest to in class now is the teddy himself haha... so anyway i was talking to marcus... and i think that much as he was trying to persuade me otherwise, my jc frens will not be the ones that i will continue to keep in contact with. they obviously have their own lives and i guess i do too. but my sec sch frens i guess they are the frens tt i will hold on to... or at least try to lah... even if they dun... marcus was saying tt maybe we are making too big a deal of the whole friendship thing but we agreed that its cos it matters to us and hurts us personally. so of cos to us it is impt but i guess other pple dun think so haha... oh wells... oh on tues we held a farewell of sorts for laoshi. me and char got the whole (chinese) class to singa song for laoshi and we made her a "cake" actually was a doughnut(representing laoshi) with pokky sticks (12-1 for each member of the class) stuck in it (cos laoshi is our support) and m&m's arnd the doughnut (cos she brought colour into our lives) and some gummy worms in the middle (it was too empty and we couldnt think of anything else) heh she was touched! she took a foto of it and printed some words on it and she wrote each of us a note on the back and gave one to each! like how nice rite... ill miss lao shi... she is like my fav teacher in vj and the best!! shes really nice and caring and not many teachers are like that... u can really see tt she cares for us even tho we prob made her upset many many times (still remeber the time we got kicked out of class) yah laoshi was the best lah haha... hmm so anyway abt today. i was pissed in sch cos i guess certain pple are just really starting to get on my nerves. trying to control lah... they are supposed to be my frens after all... but still. too much is too much lah. was complaining to marcus haha... he doesnt really see the prob tho but then again, hes MARCUS! haha... ok and yah well made zy pissed today too cos me and ed were watching music fest den was time to go for gym but i wanted to watch gobs they all perform so i told him wait first den in the end like waited for half an hour and their performance was like postphoned to the nxt one due to technical error den we left and din get to see! :( but yah zy was qt pissed lah... sorry... yah anyway did gym. was ok but my arms super tired i geuss in part due to ysts KILLER trg... almost died ok! like wahlao. haha... good thing alfred din come. he was spared the torture haha... ok im the most complainy person in the team i know :p but at least i train ok! haha... and try to keep my timing! :) anyway i cant wait for the hols... plannign out my itininery heh. char was telling me tt she plans to go out less and study more! like how stress haha... now she and shella are both going to be much better than me and im going to be the lousiest as usual! boohoo... dun wanna get bio back haha... ok actually i do haha... mrs koh said we did qt well so far but i doubt i did haha... din really study tt much hiahz. really must buck up :s